<:I oi vey Nothing like having a reeeeaaaaaalllllllly upset friend at a party and then the whole party gets crashed because of it. Don't get me wrong. I'm not sad because the party got crashed, but because there isn't anything to do for the friend...and everyone feels this way and then everyone else gets sad too. eaarrghhhh

Assuming you even have someone that you can do Valentine's Day stuff for. I want to know. What are you going to do?

I'm going to get a single red rose and (gawd help me) attempt to bake a chocolate cake. Woo... it'll be my first cake experience. ._.; Hope it doesn't suck and that I actually do it.

manic anxiety makes me gnaw on my cell phone. It's got a soft plastic coating around it... Aughh, I wonder if I'll chew a hole through my phone.

for frank

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Hello sir, how do you like my nipple curtains?

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yesh, it's just like...nothing but a labia slip or something. >_>

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merry Christmas to me :/
nsfw
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I love how different everyone is in what they find erotic. (Unless they're just completely boring sticks in the mud.) Even more, I love talking about what people find erotic and drawing erotica. No matter how strange. It's all exciting to me.

what I find erotic: sexualizing creatures from video games that most people would never even consider sexual...with each other at least.

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So I'm eating one of those premade salads. Y'know the kind that comes in the little plastic bowl and is super wasteful and most aren't all that good for you (unless you really read the labels and what's in there?)

Well, my roommate's mom is really sweet and is helping us with our diets and she bought a few of those salad bowls.

Looked good enough. Nice dark greens and dark purples, walnuts, cranberries, feta cheese and some chicken and raspberry vinegrette.

So I'm eating it and lamenting on flavor. Not bad, the vinegrette is a little sweet, but the cranberries are tender and the cheese isn't too strong and the greens are crisp.

Then I bite into one of the chicken pieces...AUGH, Why did it taste so...OFF? I've never had chicken that tasted like that. Not sandwich meat, not other chicken in pre-made salads.

So I get up and check out the ingredients on the salad label. Everything is alright, no msg or high fructose corn syrup or colorings added to anything...EXCEPT THE CHICKEN.

Turns out for some strange reason the chicken was flavored with...artificial chicken flavoring? WHAT THE FUCK? I have never tasted chicken that tasted like that. It was terrible. How could anyone let that go through testing? "Mmm yeah, tastes like rancid smoke house meat. Yep. That's chicken all right."

blech.

Fyi, this the "Ready Pac Bistro -chicken cranberry walnut salad"

I would recommend this, pretty tasty, it's little, but for the love of god, toss out the chicken.

I'm way too sensitive about my artwork.

:c I posted :


I was super duper happy with it. It made me happy.

Comments I got-->


>> Anonymous 10/01/18(Mon)20:29 No. 1757

I like his face (nose in particular), it's very cute indeed

>> Anonymous 10/01/18(Mon)21:33 No. 1759

... You know, I'm sorry, but this really doesn't look like Sniper at all. Cute was obviously what you were going for and you got it, but at the expense of the character's distinctive traits.

*that last comment. My mood immediately plummeted. :c I wish I wasn't so sensitive about my art.. u_u

It is positively bizarre to read old journal posts you yourself have made. I dislike it. I was an idiot and really gush that fact. :s

I still have alot to learn, but I don't think I sound so blazingly idiotic. Ugh.

dah hurrr da hurrr

I've been awake since five pm..yesterday.

ugh...fucking mood swings. I don't know.


How is it I can go to bed early, sleep until late in the afternoon, be in a good mood early in my day then at the end I just feel like a worthless human being?

It is really like that too! I'm alright earlier in the day usually, then once it's later at night, I start to decline. I'm having trouble falling asleep too. It's like my thoughts race.


Anyway, this entry is mostly for Uzarall. I may not be online for a little bit. I don't know. I'm feeling extremely anti-social, but also extremely lonely...and I just kinda want to stay by myself and work and work and play n64...

radda radda... :

eheee, I made like... my 2nd commission over the internet...EVER.

Commissioned a sweet friend of mine. www.furaffinity.net/user/suna

Its....so...PERFECT.

Everything I asked for and she did it..in stunning detail <3

cut for HUGE. and porn. With pokemon... yeah, pokemon. DON'T YOU JUDGE ME.
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I've been noticing lately that people seem to only be interested in my artwork when I don't talk about my art or when I don't want to show them.

When I play keep away they want to see it more.

When I'm excited and want to share my art that I *GASP* actually like, they don't really care.

:/ what is this shit?

and people wonder why I'm always like "...my art sucks." or I don't like what I make.... I've been CONDITIONED.

Poll #1509066 Let's have a dick vote!
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 12

What kind of dick do you prefer?

Bonus if you explain your answer.

Eh yeah, folks have been wondering where I am. I'm still around, but like...

Oi vey. I'm on a completely fucked up schedule. Going to bed around 7 to 9 in the morning. Waking up around six in the evening. HAR!

Oh well.


Not feeling so bad being off of meds now. That's good. o.o

And I saw my doctor today. :P

Lapin le Deku Scrub: I've told you my dream.. to live alone in a one room studio apartment with a rabbit. Have a private art studio and a POS car that I would rarely drive. I would still love to have friends...and a lover...but to have my own escape from everyone and a private den to bring my cherished people to relax and enjoy company.
Hikari: I like that dream.
Lapin le Deku Scrub: yeah?
Hikari: yea.
Lapin le Deku Scrub: I like to hope it's attainable...
Lapin le Deku Scrub: what is life without hope.
Hikari: a world under the rule of george W. bush jr.
Lapin le Deku Scrub: OH GAWD

Shit sucks


but shit don't stink that bad.